After the first 4 weeks I started realizing that this was going to end. After 4 weeks I met a guy which I fell in love with. I still feel like I made a huge mistake that time.
We started talking at Lapa Night and talked about getting married. I guess we were drunk.. But he was a real gentleman. I told him to sleep in my cabin, but he didn’t want to because I was drunk and this was the first night.
I clearly remember how he asked me, if I would talk to him the next day. I said I would!
The next morning I was really shy. I didn’t say a word to him. He came over to me, we talked, we kissed, we were in love.
We only had one week left. He was going to stay some more weeks in Namibia, but sadly I had to go home.
I think we could have been great together. But I was an asshole. The last night I treated him like shit.
I AM SO SORRY!
It’s a tradition at Harnas that when you leave, you go to a city called Gobabis and buy your best friends a goodie bag. I bought my best friend 2 HUGE goodie bags with apples, candy and other food.
In that goodie bag I put a little letter for that guy who was still at Harnas and wrote him “I still want to marry you”.
He told me he kept it for some months, which made me happy. I hope he is happy now.
But yes. The end it tough. You meet so many great people from all over the world. I still miss it and I wish I could go back and continue my life there.
I love you all! xoxo
Let Harnas live forever!
I’m leaving on a jet plane – Don’t know when I’ll be back again